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Friday, October 31, 2008
Just because.
I've seen both sides of the coin.
And I've forgotten what it was like to lose someone that was your everything.
This is a selfish sentiment more than ever:
But I can't possibly imagine growing without Paddy.
I don't wanna break up with him.
EVER.
I've seen happy people break up.
It effing sucks.
[ Dear God:
Please let me be as stubborn as ever 200 million years from now and onto eternity.
(this is how long i plan to stick with Paddy).
Please don't let me lose the one I love like shake, shake fries.
Please remember that he loves me like seashells and goldfish.
I'm sorry I made him cry.
I'm sorry I don't seem to take care of him.
I promise to be better.
Please don't let us break up.
EVER. ]
And I've forgotten what it was like to lose someone that was your everything.
This is a selfish sentiment more than ever:
But I can't possibly imagine growing without Paddy.
I don't wanna break up with him.
EVER.
I've seen happy people break up.
It effing sucks.
[ Dear God:
Please let me be as stubborn as ever 200 million years from now and onto eternity.
(this is how long i plan to stick with Paddy).
Please don't let me lose the one I love like shake, shake fries.
Please remember that he loves me like seashells and goldfish.
I'm sorry I made him cry.
I'm sorry I don't seem to take care of him.
I promise to be better.
Please don't let us break up.
EVER. ]
Thursday, October 30, 2008
ghoeti
is pronounced fish. Can you believe it? I didn't know THAT. But Patrick's mother did. She was able to give the explaination too. But Paddy's Comm1 teacher wasn't. If she was my age, I'd hate her for not having anything wrong with her. Geesh. Flaws,please. She's super nice too. Invited me over for Christmas. Even suggested that I land in Dumaguete instead of Bacolod so I don't have to put up with the loooong bus ride.
I learned a lot from paddy's visit.
But too lazy to blog about all of it. Might post pics soon or whatev.
He also made me realize that "worth" and "price" may mean the same thing, but "priceless" and "worthless" don't.
I learned a lot from paddy's visit.
But too lazy to blog about all of it. Might post pics soon or whatev.
He also made me realize that "worth" and "price" may mean the same thing, but "priceless" and "worthless" don't.
Friday, October 24, 2008
Because he's sexy like that
One boring night:
Paige: You'd die for me,right? What would you do if I got kidnapped by ninja pirates?
Paddy: I'd get my sovereign class starship with proton torpedos and phaser guns and also my jedi and lycan friends feat, bumblebee and mount a massive rescue operation to save you.
Paddy: Paddy hurt toe gna sa cave. Ouchie.
Paige: Hahahahahaha. you had the jedi thing going on, then you tell me you stubbed your toe. I end up saving you anyway!
Paddy: There was blood! Paddy do best to be bwave. I know you could take em on anyway. You just want me to feel needed. Awww... Jordi said space monkeys are good against ninja pirates btw.
Paige: You'd die for me,right? What would you do if I got kidnapped by ninja pirates?
Paddy: I'd get my sovereign class starship with proton torpedos and phaser guns and also my jedi and lycan friends feat, bumblebee and mount a massive rescue operation to save you.
Paddy: Paddy hurt toe gna sa cave. Ouchie.
Paige: Hahahahahaha. you had the jedi thing going on, then you tell me you stubbed your toe. I end up saving you anyway!
Paddy: There was blood! Paddy do best to be bwave. I know you could take em on anyway. You just want me to feel needed. Awww... Jordi said space monkeys are good against ninja pirates btw.
**Soo yeah. Who doesn't love a guy with a massive rescue operation?
Paige: [insert something insignificant and weird]
Paddy: ..... [mumbles something]
Paige: What?
Paddy: I'm jealous of the bamboo.
Paige: What bamboo?
Paddy: The one in the picture.
Paige: What? Why?
Paddy: You don't do that to me. [sniffles] YOU LOVE THE BAMBOO MORE THAN ME!!!
Paige; Oh, shut up. You get more than that, you know.
Paddy: [sheepish grin] ah-huh. Yeaaah..
***Geesh. Men.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Hey You.
YES. YOU.
CONTACTS/NETWORK ONLY FROM THIS POINT ON.
*****
Mundus vult decipi.
[ The world wants to be decieved. ]
CONTACTS/NETWORK ONLY FROM THIS POINT ON.
*****
Mundus vult decipi.
[ The world wants to be decieved. ]
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
This is a cherry. ['cuz it's my favorite!]
"I like your idea, yes, I promise to be yours forever and ever on the condition that you are mine as long as I am yours...
Thanks too for making me promise to you that we would always resolve our quarrels before bed..I think that's one of the reasons why we've made it so far...manug one year na ta babe..I love you more today than i did a year ago" -Paddy F.
Thanks too for making me promise to you that we would always resolve our quarrels before bed..I think that's one of the reasons why we've made it so far...manug one year na ta babe..I love you more today than i did a year ago" -Paddy F.
THAT'S why.
Are you seriously asking me why the hell I have reservations? I mean, let's be honest here. At one point in time that was the best that has ever happened to me. Ever. At ONE point. If I go, that'll be another looking in scenario that I seriously have been wanting to avoid. It'll be like watching a snake peel off its skin. It looks too long, tedious, and horribly painful. Just like these past few years. I still love you though. As always. But still... I'd like to think I'm happier now. Let me. Please. You never really loved me anyway, did you?
you don't know what you're doing
Three things right now:
1.) Somebody is lookin' fiiine. That's all I'm sayin'. (Baby, you can't blame a girl for lookin'.*sigh) STOP LOOKING SO "DAYUM-YOU'RE-CUTE-COME-HERE-YOU".
2.) Ubusan ng lahi raw. that's what that ignoramus, MILF person said. Tanga ka. i hate you so much. Tanga! You crazy, bloody, stupid, bastard. If it weren't for civillians in Mindanao, ho i'd loove to drop a nagasaki on you. YOU DESERVE TO ROT IN HELL. I'd rip open your gut and dump salt on it, i'd make sure you don't die while i have you tortured for a week. Maybe i'd fix you up and torture you some more. You little effer.
3.) my pc really loves to hang. ugh. i have bigger issues though. oh dear. i'm evading incoming doom by refusing to leave my sister's bedroom except to eat. Sloth, sloth, sloth. *siiiiiigh...
[okay, Paige. Breathe.]
Monday, October 20, 2008
Sheer
wow. the only reason i haven't been online as much as I'd like is because my pc has a new hobby.
it likes to hang.
a lot.
paddy said it must be a virus. i scanned the entire thing and downloaded every antivirus possible.
nothing.
msconfig/startup/absurdly large number of applications?--->paddy's suggestion. nada
now it SEEMS to be working fine.
hmmmmmm..
it likes to hang.
a lot.
paddy said it must be a virus. i scanned the entire thing and downloaded every antivirus possible.
nothing.
msconfig/startup/absurdly large number of applications?--->paddy's suggestion. nada
now it SEEMS to be working fine.
hmmmmmm..
Sunday, October 19, 2008
the motions
i'm super scared. really.
I don't have the guts to tell my dad. it's crazy.
i'm writing a letter, then praying.
wish me luck.
meanwhile...
Tralala
[born out of the first time we were apart.]
now can EVERYBODY see why it's so hard for me to really, really like somebody else??!?
******
few more days to go till our first birthday..
I don't have the guts to tell my dad. it's crazy.
i'm writing a letter, then praying.
wish me luck.
meanwhile...
Tralala
[born out of the first time we were apart.]
now can EVERYBODY see why it's so hard for me to really, really like somebody else??!?
******
few more days to go till our first birthday..
"Crush" :clarified
I don't have a crush on ANYONE in my Comm3 class.
Gab and Carl are stupid jerks*.
But I forgave them anyway.
But I hate what they did.
This post will expire in one week.
Thank you.
*effin' mean people!
Gab and Carl are stupid jerks*.
But I forgave them anyway.
But I hate what they did.
This post will expire in one week.
Thank you.
*effin' mean people!
Saturday, October 4, 2008
bling, baby, bling.
Sem's almost over.
Need to pre-enlist but too goshdarn lazy.
I'm going to miss my classmates.
big time.
******
Paige: you see, i don't think i'm meant for love. I'd probably be
in my thirties, unmarried, drinking at a hotel bar, drowning in
misery while everyone's married and having kids.
Carl: Well, at least you're not at home, taking care of your cats.
Gab: See?!?
Paige: Well... *pauses... True.. True.
****
Book I just devoured: the other boleyn girl. [my birthday gift from sofia! Thanks sof! :)]
Watching: the vigin suicides videos. here's one.
Feeling: lethargic. more next time. :))
Need to pre-enlist but too goshdarn lazy.
I'm going to miss my classmates.
big time.
******
Paige: you see, i don't think i'm meant for love. I'd probably be
in my thirties, unmarried, drinking at a hotel bar, drowning in
misery while everyone's married and having kids.
Carl: Well, at least you're not at home, taking care of your cats.
Gab: See?!?
Paige: Well... *pauses... True.. True.
****
Book I just devoured: the other boleyn girl. [my birthday gift from sofia! Thanks sof! :)]
Watching: the vigin suicides videos. here's one.
Feeling: lethargic. more next time. :))
Thursday, October 2, 2008
This is
my new headshot. It's crazy.it's from our ct11 photoshoot. thanks to rohwe for taking it.
and for the ct classmates who posted it.
******
I was debating which one to use. that or
this...
here, I am the sea princess in command. well? it's from our batangas trip.
i met the bestest ecows there.
they think they're cool.
we just happen to be the best losers on earth.
in my opinion.
I love you ECOWS.
*****
aaaaaaaaaand....
doesn't this look like fun?credits: Joan D.
"IE club bulok"
Peace. :))
Ms. Perfect Diction.
Whoot.
[be her friend to see far less legal pictures.]
******
These are the people who wrap the place up
in tissue paper and
call it a party.
********
Batangas.....
.....is love.
******
love is Batangas.
*****
More next time.
I NEED TO CRAM.