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July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
(in no order whatsoever.)
BLOCLOVE-I knew I'd love this course. And I know I wouldn't love it as much without you guys! Thank you for EVERYTHING. I love getting crazy with you people. You're all too sweet. GO CT! :) You are all just too nice, my crappy deconstructions and shitty portfolios, not to mention sucky plates, don't seem so sucky when you say it. Thanks. Haha. you have trillion ways to make me smile and laugh. Thanks! :)
Roommates+(posha and sofia..)-thanks for putting up with my mess (roommates) and for allowing me to mess up you rooms during my random fits and whatnot (p&s). i hope i dont get kicked out of Kamia.. :)) p.s. thank you for supporting my John lloyd mania. He's my baby. :p Thanks for the best birthday ever you guys. Really.
High School friends in UP Dil.(YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! ;) )- WOW. WE ARE IN UP. COLLEGE. Not in the covered walk at Pisay clamoring about the coop food, dorm rules, and the physics long test. Now we're in UP clamoring about... dorming, icantwaittogethome, and midterms tralalalas. I love all of you! you guys have put up with me the mostest. I know who my friends are. And I'm happy they're all of you. :))
HS friends not in UP Dil. (Duh,bitches.youknwwhoyouaretoo.. )-Hmmmm.. How do I say this? I FREAKIN' MISSED YOU! I hope to see more of you guys next year. Have a great one guys! P.S. remember me when y'all get rich and famous!(i KNOW you will. ;) )
ECOWS(tranlation:SKIN DIVING)-i know! inom tayo. dyan lang naman kayo magaling eh. ayoko mag-english dito dahil nagsasalita lang ako ng english sa inyo pag lasing na ako. napansin nyo? hahaha... ano pa ba.. uubosin ko ba ang mga thank you ko dito? sa inyo? ha? hahahaha... alam nyo na yun. matalino kayo. salamat na lang sa pag tiis sa mga tanga moments ko. which is EVERY moment na kasama ko kayo. sorry na lang at may curfew ako. promise na talaga, next year. hahaha.. :))
New classmates, friends and hoohaas-thanks for tolerating my talkativeness. hahaha... I hope to see more of you.. You made this year extra great. UP gave me new oppurtunities as well as new friends. to that I will be eternally grateful. When you see me in UP, ask for libre. K? :) (hoy, only applicable to those not mentioned above! :)) )
AND TO EVERYONE ELSE THAT HAS MADE MY YEAR A GOOD ONE. Yes, I admit, I was never really Jesus's best friend, but after taking a step back and realizing that i had great things, and that He has surrounded me with people who will make my life a meaningful one, I guess I realized how much I was NOT acknowledging.Thank you so much for being a HUGE part of my life. Let's see 08 out and bring 09 in. Loveyah!
:))
Levi Johnston and Bristol PalinJust this morning, my grandmother and I were going tsk tsk over the number of girls in our neighborhood who gave birth already. Bristol Palin just joined the ranks. (Yes, she's in this neighborhood. HAHAHA.. I live in Alaska,bitches. :) ) Read more here.
Oh well. Whaatever. Juno made it look so cool but I really think I'm committing suicide if I get pregnant. Why?
One. Social consequences. No. No one will coo and go awwww. First reaction would always, always be WHAT THE HELL WAS SHE THINKING?!?
Two. You will get fat. AND your boobs will get yucky and deformed thanks to breastfeeding your kid.
Three. What will I wear?!?
Four. Say hello stretch marks.
Not worth it.
Her name's Aya Lemence. She's from Ateneo and she was in the TeenVouge Snapshot blog. I also read from her blog that she wants to take up Clothing Tech if she were in UP. I KNOW,RIGHT? :)) Hahaha.. Weeeird, but kinda cool.
TWO WORDS:SCREW YOU!
Read this for more details.
i'm super mad right now that i'm not even enjoying my sugary christmas cookies. Grrrr..
PLEASE SPREAD AND PRAY FOR THE FAMILY.
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THIS IS A PICTURE OF THE MAN RESPONSIBLE FOR THE MAULING.
HE'S MAYOR NASSER PANGANDAMAN JR.
THIS IS A PICTURE OF HIM RECEIVING AN AWARD FOR
"EFFECTIVE LEADERSHP"
SHAME. SHAME. SHAME.
THE COUNTRY IS A MORE F*CKED UP PLACE BECAUSE OF JERKS LIKE YOU!
"Despite her obvious success, Airman Bobseine stays humble and insists others around her deserve just as much credit, said Capt. Doug Whitehead, 823rd SFS commander.
"Polly defines what it means to be a team player," he said. "With all of the recognition she's received, Polly's the first to point out other unit member have contributed and performed just as well, and she plays down any efforts to single her out.
"Despite the operations tempo, Polly always maintains a positive attitude and looks for every opportunity to improve herself and others, and most importantly, encourages others to excel," the captain added. "
1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
-ish. Yeaaahh.. :))
2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress?
-I like poofy!!! Hahaha...
3. What would you do if you received a long love letter?
-I would reread it 100% and love the prson who gave it to me forever. (hint! hint!)
4. Group dates or single dates?
-this isn't a new relationship. Single dates. :)) But dude, group dates look like fuun.
5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?
-pssshhhyeah! ugh.
6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend?
-yes. diamonds mean cash, baby!
7. Is your hair up or down today?
-Up. Busy, busy day. But i'm putting it dowm for the party.
8. Hugs or kisses?
-I'm a huggy type of person. but if I can kiss... Hahahahaha! :))
9. Are you allergic to something?
-feathers and... secret! :p
10. Do you get your nails done?
-yeah. if i have cash.
11. Do you smoke?
-paige good girl na. :))
12. Are you a bookworm?
-yeashhh!!!!!!!!!!!!
13. Jeans or sweats?
-JEANS!!!! hands down.
14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable?
-shoes, yeah. sometimes. but duuude, heels make you legs look like a million bucks!
15. Do you text message a lot?
-uhmmm... notso.
16. What if someone steals your guy from you?
-imma punch her face in and rip open her boobs and take out the silicon. (whaaatt?)
17. What’s your favorite color?
-purple, black, navy blue... pshht. seasonal eh.
18. Are you a movie affish?
-not really.
19. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
-duhyeah!!! my sassy girl, the notebook... *sigh...
20. Would you ever leave the house without make-up on?
-maybe, but i tend to rub some on laytah.
21. Food or sleep?
-eff you. so hard! BOTH! BOTH! BOTH! I EAT IN MY SLEEP!!! :))
22. Do you wear collared shirts?
-uh.. unavoidable?
23. Define love?
-love is shake shake fries and getting butterflies in your tummy even if they're fat.
-beaches bitches.. beaches with pools. (where'd all the sand go??)
25. Do you own any big sunglasses?
-yeah. for stalking or to hide my horrendous eyebags from the poor, unsuspecting public.
26. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
-deepends. anywhere from 10 minutes to 2 hours.
27. Do you like to wear band-aids?
-they went out of style in the fifth grade. but I like the tom and jerry band-aids i used to have.
28. Do you like skater boys?
-she said see you later boy. i like boys. handsome boys. basta boys. haha
29. Do you often wish there was something you could change?
-yeah. world peace and french fries everywhere.
30. If someone would give you a gift, what would you want it to be?
-a kabajillion dollars. (Yo, daddy Bill G. Thank you!)
31. Do you like to receive flowers?
-yes. and chocolates. and cars. and...
32. Do you like surfer boys?
-yes, because they're tanner than I am and they prolly have washborad abs. Sooo nice. [i can lick the sand off 'em!]
33. Do you dress up for the holidays?
-in a rudolph the she-needs-a-nose-job-reindeer outfit
34. Do you like to wear dresses?
-I do, i do, i do..
35. On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?
-10 to the 10th power. [user's manual,please. :) ]
36. In the last 24 hours have you hung out with a guy?
-my daddy. and padrick on the phoone.
37. Would you date a guy shorter than you?
-uhhhhhmmmmm.. no. sorry.
38. Do you like to hold hands?
-ahuh, and walks on the beach. the shizznit.
39. What is the youngest you would date?
-i have no idea. hahahaha.. if I'm forty and I could hook up with a dude who's 17, then luucky me! hahaha
40. What is the oldest you would date?
-hmmm.... 20 years? hahaha
41. What do you notice when you first meet a guy?
-english. and duh, loooooks and baaahdy.
42. Is it hot when guys sweat?
-oh ew. depends. i like 'em fresh. but if they're sweaty AND topless... thennn... [hoy! dapat gwapo!]
43. What is the best feature in a guy?
-ewan. the entire thing. oh and i want him to be super funny with a fat wallet.
44. Do you like making eye contact?
-I stare people down. Hahaha.. But I do have that awful habit of getting distracted. Been working on it though.
46. Short or long engagement?
-let’s talk months. Not years. :))
47. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
-ask Paddy. :)) All morning siguro. :P
48. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping?
-10++ woohoo!
49. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?
-Helloo. Dormer. I live with it. :(
50. Do you have any rules in dating?
-Uhmmmm… Don’t date a guy you don’t like. Wait. I have no rules. Hahahahaha…
51. Would you wear sweatpants/pajamas to school/work?
-Duh. P.E. Class??? :)
52. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?
-Uhhhh… no?
53. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?
-I don’t know HOW to,biatch. :p
54. What makeup could you not live without?
-Lip balm. Shet. Pwede two? Cheek tint!
55. Do you fall in love easily?
-That’s my bad habit..
56. Do you have cramps?
-Not right now. But methinks everyone gets them. :]
57. Do you think you have the bestest friends ever?
-Shityes! I’m not friends with bad people. (baw.)
58. What's your idea of the perfect date?
-the one where I’m grinning like crazy the entire time. :))
59. When was the last time a guy had his arm around you for more than a minute?
-the last time I was in dumaguete. *siiiigh
60. Are glasses a turn off?
-uhhh.. no. I looove nerds!
61. First kiss on your first date?
-deeepends. Daaamn guuurrl.
62. Summer love?
-is ze best kind of love. hahaha
63. What would you like to happen on summer?
-beach! And D.U.M.A.G.U.E.T.E.
64. Do you sing in the shower?
-in my head. Spare the poor dormers. :)
65. Did your friends approve of the last guy you liked?
-they didn’t at first… but they put up with him. They’re sweethearts that way. They hate/like him on a constant basis. If my guy was a pure a-hole they’d kick his ass. (Riiiiight??)
66. Is there a boy that you miss right now?
-hellyeah.♥ (happy 14 th month! :) )
67. How should a guy apologize after hurting you?
-Ask my bugga. ;)
68. Has any boy ever made your knees go weak?
-I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak.. Lalalala.. :))
69. Your most favorite memory?
-too manyyyy!
70. Do you have any celebrity crushes?
-who doesn’t?? Shia, Adam B, Zachary Levi…
71. If you ever got to meet your celebrity crush, what would happen?
-I will kiss him. :P
72. The song that describes your love life right now?
-Suddenly I See-KT Tunstall
73. How much makeup do you wear daily?
-Lippie, cheek tint….. depends on the day..
74. Favorite flowers?
-Lilies, roses, tulips. White please. :)
75. How was Valentine's Day this year?
-goood. I got a “surprise” rose from a “secret admirer”. :))
76. What are you listening to at the moment?
-
77. Lyrics from the said song?
-HAHAHAHA. See above biatch. :P
78. Do those lyrics mean anything to you?
-Hmmm… No.
79. If the guy who recently hurt you, were to come over to your house would he stay outside?
-yep. No animals inside the house. Sorry. :p
80. Do you skip meals?
-yeaahh. Unavoidable. 9-4 sked. Hellooooo?
81. Do you believe that there's one in this world for everyone?
-Hmmm.. Yeah. Sure, Why not? Everyone deserves to be happy, ayt? :)
82. Do you have any admirers right now?
-Seeeecret! :P
83. Does the first initial of the guy you like begin with one of the letters from A-L?
-Nope.. Nyahuh.
84. M - T?
-yes,yes yo.
85. U - Z?
-Noope.
86. Does he like you too?
-We need to talk about it pa. Hahahaha.. :p
87. When you spot a guy friend of yours, how do you want him to greet you?
-down on their knees praising me. :p HAHAHAHA
88. What do you think of a guy who tells all his friends about you?
-he’s probably Paddy. :)
89. What if he brings you everywhere?
-He’s Paddy. :p
90. What if he's a flirt?
-he’s.. not Paddy. Hahahaha… he’s..
91. Any movies you're excited to see?
-Transformers 2. Yaaaaah!
92. What do you think of third parties?
-Grrrr. :[
93. Do you forgive easily?
-kiinda. Ask anybody. I’m a care bear.
94. Which is more romantic, first or last love?
-You’ll never forget your first love. But it depends. :)
95. Do you believe in love at first sight?
-Deeepends. Yeah. Maybe.
96. Who was your first love?
-I forgot. Oh yeah! Paddy.♥
97. How long has it been since you've been really happy?
-Not a while. :)
98. Do you tease your hair?
-then what? I tease my sister. And Rachel because she’s funny when she’s upset. Nikki too. I have something against only kids,huh? :p
99. One quote.
-Carpe Diem! :)
100. Do you honestly have feelings for anyone right now?
-Yes,I do. Happy 14th month, lovey. :)
This year has been... eventful. Freshman year of college. First anniversary. Ans so many other firsts. I have a lot to be thankful for. Haven't gotten into ANY serious relationship mishaps, formed new friendships, and rekindled old ones. Nobody got sick, died, or whatever. People I care about are all in good shape, so it seems. But enough about the good shit, let's talk dirty.
I guess I have to make room for this because I evade the bad stuff ALL THE FRICKIN' TIME. I've had it. It hurts me like hell and I think it sucks that people might get the impression when everything seems all fine and dandy. Crap.
How do I start? Well, I'd like to thank all my friends for putting up with all the shitty stuff I've done. I KNOW I tend to be seriously hate-able (forgive me for this sporadic display of moral narcissism) and that y'all just roll your eyes. Shit. I GET that. And yet, you never really HATE HATE on me. WOW. That just makes me feel guiltier than ever. I'm really thankful that I got to surround myself with people like that. I looked back on the high school yearbook and there was something there about me saying "I hated high school." That wasn't very grateful of me. Obviously I've forgotten about the people who made it meaningful. When I wrote that I was only thinking of the bad stuff that has happened to me. Looking on everybody's bad side makes you a bitch.A self-righteous bitch. And looks like I just turned into one without meaning to. I guess it's safe to say that I was a bit selfish. I just focused on MY hurt. MY feelings. MINE. MINE. MINE. It's easy to feel bad when you focus on the wrong done to YOU. But I realized that doesn't help you. I haven't really complained or said anything but 75% of the time I go around thinking that people hate and/or don't give a shit about me. That's selfish. I realized i have great friends. Wonderful friends. Get you out of that shit and dust your ass kind of friends. And THAT matters. I got out of high school a bit knocked up but otherwise unscathed. I used to think I was all scarred from backstabbing, but really. I'm perfectly fine. Because I had good people around me. We all had our off-days. And I'd like to thank everyone who was there in mine.
I KNOW nobody likes reading a long post so here's a brief summary that everyone should scroll down to:
I know I piss people sometimes. And if you put up with that and didn't say anything to hurt me, THANK YOU. THANK YOU. THANK YOU. And I'M SORRY. I really, really am. I hope next year will be a good one. I promise I'd work on getting better. THANK YOU FOR STICKING WITH ME (even if I turn into the world's biggest asshole). Thanks for seeing me through my crappiest days even on days when I'm not a very good friend. Y'all are angels. Really. I'm sorry if I never seem to appreciate you guys.