Not really her.

i know you might've seen this before already

2009-04-07T21:29:00.000-07:00

BUT I DON'T CARE.

I INSIST you watch it because it made me cry. It's pathetic.

THIS HAS TO BE THE SWEETEST MUSIC VIDEO EVER!

WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?!? WATCH!

One thing to do three words for you

Nikki will kill me if I don't

2009-04-03T22:50:00.000-07:00

But this is THE BESTEST STORY EVAH.

This came up when we were in line in Trinoma waiting HOPELESSLY for a cab.

[Okay, we didn't have to wait that long, just an hour and thirty minutes..]

CLICK FOR THE BEST STORY EVER!!!

Sooon.

2009-03-24T18:32:00.000-07:00

I got into IE club.

THANKYOULORD.

****

No i won't.
I'm not mad. AT ALL.
Just fine.

CHILL PILL,please.

NAMAN EH. :]

2009-03-19T03:53:00.000-07:00

Sabi kasi ni MJ eh. Hahaha.

But hindi ko na alam ang sasabihin ko.

HAHAHAHA. Actually marami akong pwedeng sabihin. pero 'wag na lng

unnecessary wrinkles eh.

so para mgkaliwanagan tayo:

I HATE YOU. PERIOD.

parang ang kapal naman ng mukha mo,no?

assuming ka talaga na may paki ako sa buhay mo.

if i need to "makisawsaw" sa buhay ng iba, well, honey, I HAVE FRIENDS FOR THAT.

SORRY SWEETHEART, YOU'RE NOT THAT IMPORTANT.

Sorry naman.

GOSH.IMSOOOOEFFING PISSED.

PLEASE LANG HA? PWEDE BA.

AS IN TALAGA. PLEASE LANG.

PANGGULO KA LANG EH.

NAPAPAHATEBLOG AKO TULOY.

TRUST ME, THINGS ARE GONNA GET INSANELY BITCHY AROUND HERE.

GET LOST. *rolls eyes

2009-03-18T01:41:00.000-07:00

I'm putting this here so you can read it.
*Anyway, I HOPE you do.*

BOY

I'm so bloody pissed at you. This isn't the first time.
That was an ACCIDENT. Jerk. You know what? HANDS OFF. What gave you the idea that I wanted a piece of the action? UGH. WHATEVER. Do what you want. Okay? I don't really care. REALLY. I DON'T CARE. For one, I'm awfully busy with my own shit. (YOU HAVE NO IDEA.)

YOU REALLY HAVE TO LEARN TO SHUT UP.

FOR A SMART PERSON YOU'RE PRETTY DENSE.

Don't worry. I don't hate you. I'm just really pissed.

OHMYF*CKINGAWD.
WHAT GAVE YOU PEOPLE THE IDEA THAT I CARE ABOUT WHAT GOES ON IN YOUR PETTY F*CKING LIVES???

PATHETIC.

Because I need to study for French 10

2009-03-04T00:52:00.000-08:00

Watch it from start to finish!

*****
And men can be such jerks, noh?
Aahh. We all just wanna find true love.

If I get into IE Club, I'll

2009-03-03T01:48:00.000-08:00

offer a mass.

cry.

hug anyone near me.

slap myself to check if it's real.

dancedancedance

If I don't I'll

cry.

eat until i gain ten pounds of effing fat

blame Rachel

In the meantime I'm...

praying 50 times a day.

fasting.

telling my co-apps to

STUDY THAT PRIMER,BITCHES.

GOODLUCK.

bitching about it on Plurk.

telling myself to get over it

TEIJA!

2009-02-18T23:06:00.000-08:00

HERE'S HIS PALANCA.

HE'S HERE!

2009-02-09T23:19:00.000-08:00

Good week points:
NO CW 10

Easy Lab.

My crush is here.

Great weekend.

Tamad ako.

I'll post a Triparty summary NEXT TIME.

I love you all.

:))

Two things.

2009-01-11T21:16:00.000-08:00

My secret crush is going to UP on the week of Valentine's Day.

And I really heart this video.

'Yun lang. Masaya na 'ko. Super. :))

HEY! y'all just wanna make me...

2008-12-31T01:52:00.000-08:00

HUG YOU.

Roll call bitches.

(in no order whatsoever.)

BLOCLOVE-I knew I'd love this course. And I know I wouldn't love it as much without you guys! Thank you for EVERYTHING. I love getting crazy with you people. You're all too sweet. GO CT! :) You are all just too nice, my crappy deconstructions and shitty portfolios, not to mention sucky plates, don't seem so sucky when you say it. Thanks. Haha. you have trillion ways to make me smile and laugh. Thanks! :)

Roommates+(posha and sofia..)-thanks for putting up with my mess (roommates) and for allowing me to mess up you rooms during my random fits and whatnot (p&s). i hope i dont get kicked out of Kamia.. :)) p.s. thank you for supporting my John lloyd mania. He's my baby. :p Thanks for the best birthday ever you guys. Really.

High School friends in UP Dil.(YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! ;) )- WOW. WE ARE IN UP. COLLEGE. Not in the covered walk at Pisay clamoring about the coop food, dorm rules, and the physics long test. Now we're in UP clamoring about... dorming, icantwaittogethome, and midterms tralalalas. I love all of you! you guys have put up with me the mostest. I know who my friends are. And I'm happy they're all of you. :))

HS friends not in UP Dil. (Duh,bitches.youknwwhoyouaretoo.. )-Hmmmm.. How do I say this? I FREAKIN' MISSED YOU! I hope to see more of you guys next year. Have a great one guys! P.S. remember me when y'all get rich and famous!(i KNOW you will. ;) )

ECOWS(tranlation:SKIN DIVING)-i know! inom tayo. dyan lang naman kayo magaling eh. ayoko mag-english dito dahil nagsasalita lang ako ng english sa inyo pag lasing na ako. napansin nyo? hahaha... ano pa ba.. uubosin ko ba ang mga thank you ko dito? sa inyo? ha? hahahaha... alam nyo na yun. matalino kayo. salamat na lang sa pag tiis sa mga tanga moments ko. which is EVERY moment na kasama ko kayo. sorry na lang at may curfew ako. promise na talaga, next year. hahaha.. :))

New classmates, friends and hoohaas-thanks for tolerating my talkativeness. hahaha... I hope to see more of you.. You made this year extra great. UP gave me new oppurtunities as well as new friends. to that I will be eternally grateful. When you see me in UP, ask for libre. K? :) (hoy, only applicable to those not mentioned above! :)) )

AND TO EVERYONE ELSE THAT HAS MADE MY YEAR A GOOD ONE. Yes, I admit, I was never really Jesus's best friend, but after taking a step back and realizing that i had great things, and that He has surrounded me with people who will make my life a meaningful one, I guess I realized how much I was NOT acknowledging.Thank you so much for being a HUGE part of my life. Let's see 08 out and bring 09 in. Loveyah!

:))

Sarah Palin's daughter just became a mom.

2008-12-29T16:15:00.000-08:00

Levi Johnston and Bristol Palin

Just this morning, my grandmother and I were going tsk tsk over the number of girls in our neighborhood who gave birth already. Bristol Palin just joined the ranks. (Yes, she's in this neighborhood. HAHAHA.. I live in Alaska,bitches. :) ) Read more here.

Oh well. Whaatever. Juno made it look so cool but I really think I'm committing suicide if I get pregnant. Why?

One. Social consequences. No. No one will coo and go awwww. First reaction would always, always be WHAT THE HELL WAS SHE THINKING?!?
Two. You will get fat. AND your boobs will get yucky and deformed thanks to breastfeeding your kid.
Three. What will I wear?!?
Four. Say hello stretch marks.

Not worth it.

She looks like me in this angle.

2008-12-27T15:52:00.000-08:00

Her name's Aya Lemence. She's from Ateneo and she was in the TeenVouge Snapshot blog. I also read from her blog that she wants to take up Clothing Tech if she were in UP. I KNOW,RIGHT? :)) Hahaha.. Weeeird, but kinda cool.

WTF is wrong with this world??!??

2008-12-27T01:06:00.000-08:00

there's something to be said about stupid, big-headed politicians who go around like they own the world.

TWO WORDS:SCREW YOU!

Read this for more details.

i'm super mad right now that i'm not even enjoying my sugary christmas cookies. Grrrr..

PLEASE SPREAD AND PRAY FOR THE FAMILY.

*******

THIS IS A PICTURE OF THE MAN RESPONSIBLE FOR THE MAULING.
HE'S MAYOR NASSER PANGANDAMAN JR.

THIS IS A PICTURE OF HIM RECEIVING AN AWARD FOR
"EFFECTIVE LEADERSHP"

SHAME. SHAME. SHAME.

THE COUNTRY IS A MORE F*CKED UP PLACE BECAUSE OF JERKS LIKE YOU!

Dayum girl!

2008-12-26T23:24:00.000-08:00

She's so cool. I'm more determined than ever to be part of the Corps of Sponsors so that in a way I'd be like her. She's Polly-Jan Bobseine. In 2006, she was named one of the 12 Outstanding Airmen of the Year, and get this-for the third consecutive year! She was 21 at that time. She was born on October 21,1984. (That means she was was first awarded when she was 19!)

"Despite her obvious success, Airman Bobseine stays humble and insists others around her deserve just as much credit, said Capt. Doug Whitehead, 823rd SFS commander.

"Polly defines what it means to be a team player," he said. "With all of the recognition she's received, Polly's the first to point out other unit member have contributed and performed just as well, and she plays down any efforts to single her out.

"Despite the operations tempo, Polly always maintains a positive attitude and looks for every opportunity to improve herself and others, and most importantly, encourages others to excel," the captain added. "

Here she is in action:

working that sniper in lip gloss and pearls! So cute! :))

with a new friend in Iraq. (im super kaduper envious..) Note the lippie again. :))

Patrolling in Iraq

Okay, notso pretty shot but look at those shiny lips!?!

Maybe I should join my Dad for a bit of target shooting next time. And maybe I should've considered it when he told me to give PMA a shot. But that's overdoing it, dontcha think? :))

Bored? Take a 100 question survey!

2008-12-25T17:06:00.000-08:00

1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?

-ish. Yeaaahh.. :))

2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress?

-I like poofy!!! Hahaha...

3. What would you do if you received a long love letter?

-I would reread it 100% and love the prson who gave it to me forever. (hint! hint!)

4. Group dates or single dates?

-this isn't a new relationship. Single dates. :)) But dude, group dates look like fuun.

5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?

-pssshhhyeah! ugh.

6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend?

-yes. diamonds mean cash, baby!

7. Is your hair up or down today?

-Up. Busy, busy day. But i'm putting it dowm for the party.

8. Hugs or kisses?

-I'm a huggy type of person. but if I can kiss... Hahahahaha! :))

9. Are you allergic to something?

-feathers and... secret! :p

10. Do you get your nails done?

-yeah. if i have cash.

11. Do you smoke?

-paige good girl na. :))

12. Are you a bookworm?

-yeashhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

13. Jeans or sweats?

-JEANS!!!! hands down.

14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable?

-shoes, yeah. sometimes. but duuude, heels make you legs look like a million bucks!

15. Do you text message a lot?

-uhmmm... notso.

16. What if someone steals your guy from you?

-imma punch her face in and rip open her boobs and take out the silicon. (whaaatt?)

17. What’s your favorite color?

-purple, black, navy blue... pshht. seasonal eh.

18. Are you a movie affish?

-not really.

19. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?

-duhyeah!!! my sassy girl, the notebook... *sigh...

20. Would you ever leave the house without make-up on?

-maybe, but i tend to rub some on laytah.

21. Food or sleep?

-eff you. so hard! BOTH! BOTH! BOTH! I EAT IN MY SLEEP!!! :))

22. Do you wear collared shirts?

-uh.. unavoidable?

23. Define love?

-love is shake shake fries and getting butterflies in your tummy even if they're fat.

24. Beaches or swimming pools?

-beaches bitches.. beaches with pools. (where'd all the sand go??)

25. Do you own any big sunglasses?

-yeah. for stalking or to hide my horrendous eyebags from the poor, unsuspecting public.

26. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?

-deepends. anywhere from 10 minutes to 2 hours.

27. Do you like to wear band-aids?

-they went out of style in the fifth grade. but I like the tom and jerry band-aids i used to have.

28. Do you like skater boys?

-she said see you later boy. i like boys. handsome boys. basta boys. haha

29. Do you often wish there was something you could change?

-yeah. world peace and french fries everywhere.

30. If someone would give you a gift, what would you want it to be?

-a kabajillion dollars. (Yo, daddy Bill G. Thank you!)

31. Do you like to receive flowers?

-yes. and chocolates. and cars. and...

32. Do you like surfer boys?

-yes, because they're tanner than I am and they prolly have washborad abs. Sooo nice. [i can lick the sand off 'em!]

33. Do you dress up for the holidays?

-in a rudolph the she-needs-a-nose-job-reindeer outfit

34. Do you like to wear dresses?

-I do, i do, i do..

35. On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?

-10 to the 10th power. [user's manual,please. :) ]

36. In the last 24 hours have you hung out with a guy?

-my daddy. and padrick on the phoone.

37. Would you date a guy shorter than you?

-uhhhhhmmmmm.. no. sorry.

38. Do you like to hold hands?

-ahuh, and walks on the beach. the shizznit.

39. What is the youngest you would date?

-i have no idea. hahahaha.. if I'm forty and I could hook up with a dude who's 17, then luucky me! hahaha

40. What is the oldest you would date?

-hmmm.... 20 years? hahaha

41. What do you notice when you first meet a guy?

-english. and duh, loooooks and baaahdy.

42. Is it hot when guys sweat?

-oh ew. depends. i like 'em fresh. but if they're sweaty AND topless... thennn... [hoy! dapat gwapo!]

43. What is the best feature in a guy?

-ewan. the entire thing. oh and i want him to be super funny with a fat wallet.

44. Do you like making eye contact?

-I stare people down. Hahaha.. But I do have that awful habit of getting distracted. Been working on it though.

46. Short or long engagement?

-let’s talk months. Not years. :))

47. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?

-ask Paddy. :)) All morning siguro. :P

48. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping?

-10++ woohoo!

49. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?

-Helloo. Dormer. I live with it. :(

50. Do you have any rules in dating?

-Uhmmmm… Don’t date a guy you don’t like. Wait. I have no rules. Hahahahaha…

51. Would you wear sweatpants/pajamas to school/work?

-Duh. P.E. Class??? :)

52. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?

-Uhhhh… no?

53. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?

-I don’t know HOW to,biatch. :p

54. What makeup could you not live without?

-Lip balm. Shet. Pwede two? Cheek tint!

55. Do you fall in love easily?

-That’s my bad habit..

56. Do you have cramps?

-Not right now. But methinks everyone gets them. :]

57. Do you think you have the bestest friends ever?

-Shityes! I’m not friends with bad people. (baw.)

58. What's your idea of the perfect date?

-the one where I’m grinning like crazy the entire time. :))

59. When was the last time a guy had his arm around you for more than a minute?

-the last time I was in dumaguete. *siiiigh

60. Are glasses a turn off?

-uhhh.. no. I looove nerds!

61. First kiss on your first date?

-deeepends. Daaamn guuurrl.

62. Summer love?

-is ze best kind of love. hahaha

63. What would you like to happen on summer?

-beach! And D.U.M.A.G.U.E.T.E.

64. Do you sing in the shower?

-in my head. Spare the poor dormers. :)

65. Did your friends approve of the last guy you liked?

-they didn’t at first… but they put up with him. They’re sweethearts that way. They hate/like him on a constant basis. If my guy was a pure a-hole they’d kick his ass. (Riiiiight??)

66. Is there a boy that you miss right now?

-hellyeah.♥ (happy 14 th month! :) )

67. How should a guy apologize after hurting you?

-Ask my bugga. ;)

68. Has any boy ever made your knees go weak?

-I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak.. Lalalala.. :))

69. Your most favorite memory?

-too manyyyy!

70. Do you have any celebrity crushes?

-who doesn’t?? Shia, Adam B, Zachary Levi…

71. If you ever got to meet your celebrity crush, what would happen?

-I will kiss him. :P

72. The song that describes your love life right now?

-Suddenly I See-KT Tunstall

73. How much makeup do you wear daily?

-Lippie, cheek tint….. depends on the day..

74. Favorite flowers?

-Lilies, roses, tulips. White please. :)

75. How was Valentine's Day this year?

-goood. I got a “surprise” rose from a “secret admirer”. :))

76. What are you listening to at the moment?

-Beverly Hills 90210 “You have no business getting involved….” “Mom, it’s not just a fling….” Hahahaha..

77. Lyrics from the said song?

-HAHAHAHA. See above biatch. :P

78. Do those lyrics mean anything to you?

-Hmmm… No.

79. If the guy who recently hurt you, were to come over to your house would he stay outside?

-yep. No animals inside the house. Sorry. :p

80. Do you skip meals?

-yeaahh. Unavoidable. 9-4 sked. Hellooooo?

81. Do you believe that there's one in this world for everyone?

-Hmmm.. Yeah. Sure, Why not? Everyone deserves to be happy, ayt? :)

82. Do you have any admirers right now?

-Seeeecret! :P

83. Does the first initial of the guy you like begin with one of the letters from A-L?

-Nope.. Nyahuh.

84. M - T?

-yes,yes yo.

85. U - Z?

-Noope.

86. Does he like you too?

-We need to talk about it pa. Hahahaha.. :p

87. When you spot a guy friend of yours, how do you want him to greet you?

-down on their knees praising me. :p HAHAHAHA

88. What do you think of a guy who tells all his friends about you?

-he’s probably Paddy. :)

89. What if he brings you everywhere?

-He’s Paddy. :p

90. What if he's a flirt?

-he’s.. not Paddy. Hahahaha… he’s..

91. Any movies you're excited to see?

-Transformers 2. Yaaaaah!

92. What do you think of third parties?

-Grrrr. :[

93. Do you forgive easily?

-kiinda. Ask anybody. I’m a care bear.

94. Which is more romantic, first or last love?

-You’ll never forget your first love. But it depends. :)

95. Do you believe in love at first sight?

-Deeepends. Yeah. Maybe.

96. Who was your first love?

-I forgot. Oh yeah! Paddy.♥

97. How long has it been since you've been really happy?

-Not a while. :)

98. Do you tease your hair?

-then what? I tease my sister. And Rachel because she’s funny when she’s upset. Nikki too. I have something against only kids,huh? :p

99. One quote.

-Carpe Diem! :)

100. Do you honestly have feelings for anyone right now?

-Yes,I do. Happy 14^th month, lovey. :)

Christmas cookies and bitches

2008-12-23T11:46:00.000-08:00

I haven't touched my multiply in a while because there's a post I've been putting off in a while. Here it goes. (deep breath)

This year has been... eventful. Freshman year of college. First anniversary. Ans so many other firsts. I have a lot to be thankful for. Haven't gotten into ANY serious relationship mishaps, formed new friendships, and rekindled old ones. Nobody got sick, died, or whatever. People I care about are all in good shape, so it seems. But enough about the good shit, let's talk dirty.

I guess I have to make room for this because I evade the bad stuff ALL THE FRICKIN' TIME. I've had it. It hurts me like hell and I think it sucks that people might get the impression when everything seems all fine and dandy. Crap.

How do I start? Well, I'd like to thank all my friends for putting up with all the shitty stuff I've done. I KNOW I tend to be seriously hate-able (forgive me for this sporadic display of moral narcissism) and that y'all just roll your eyes. Shit. I GET that. And yet, you never really HATE HATE on me. WOW. That just makes me feel guiltier than ever. I'm really thankful that I got to surround myself with people like that. I looked back on the high school yearbook and there was something there about me saying "I hated high school." That wasn't very grateful of me. Obviously I've forgotten about the people who made it meaningful. When I wrote that I was only thinking of the bad stuff that has happened to me. Looking on everybody's bad side makes you a bitch.A self-righteous bitch. And looks like I just turned into one without meaning to. I guess it's safe to say that I was a bit selfish. I just focused on MY hurt. MY feelings. MINE. MINE. MINE. It's easy to feel bad when you focus on the wrong done to YOU. But I realized that doesn't help you. I haven't really complained or said anything but 75% of the time I go around thinking that people hate and/or don't give a shit about me. That's selfish. I realized i have great friends. Wonderful friends. Get you out of that shit and dust your ass kind of friends. And THAT matters. I got out of high school a bit knocked up but otherwise unscathed. I used to think I was all scarred from backstabbing, but really. I'm perfectly fine. Because I had good people around me. We all had our off-days. And I'd like to thank everyone who was there in mine.

I KNOW nobody likes reading a long post so here's a brief summary that everyone should scroll down to:

I know I piss people sometimes. And if you put up with that and didn't say anything to hurt me, THANK YOU. THANK YOU. THANK YOU. And I'M SORRY. I really, really am. I hope next year will be a good one. I promise I'd work on getting better. THANK YOU FOR STICKING WITH ME (even if I turn into the world's biggest asshole). Thanks for seeing me through my crappiest days even on days when I'm not a very good friend. Y'all are angels. Really. I'm sorry if I never seem to appreciate you guys.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

nikki, rachel,

2008-12-20T04:57:00.000-08:00

HUGE favor. Please check on me at 1pm tomorrow. text or call me on my cell. I'm afraid i might die or something. Please do what I'm telling you. Take this seriously. I love you guys. -Paige

been here?

2008-11-28T19:20:00.000-08:00

ONE: HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU.

We will watch?

Yes? :)

[Nikki! Waddaya think?]

* * * *
Two:

Yeah.
I miss you too.

Paddy.

2008-11-16T18:20:00.000-08:00

This is my socsci 3 paper. We had to write a self-introductory paper about three sexuality related things about us. Whoooot. :)

hello, starshine

2008-11-11T19:05:00.000-08:00

I had a day of crazy.

Am now convinced i am the lamest person ever.
[my chem lab partner, Rome, would wholeheartedly agree]
for starters, I cut myself in chem lab.
A paper cut for chrissakes.
A paper cut no thanks to the freakin' lab manual.
I hurt myself putting it back in my bag.

I was hungry, and when I went to Long Island to feast on chicken and pasta, guess who i saw in the back?
And guess who ignored me just because he got himself a new flavor of the semester? Got her lunch and paid for it, too.
Womanizer, womanizer.
I hate you now.

I hope Britney beats you up.. But wait, she's way to great for you. Let me rephrase that, I hope Popo's Alona (did I get that right?) beats you up! Then again, maybe she's too great for you too. Sucker.

Hellyeah.

2008-11-04T15:58:00.000-08:00

OBAMA ~~KIND OF~~ WON.

My bestest friend and world domination:

2008-11-01T14:11:00.000-07:00

I have crazy great GIRL friends. And pretty wicked GUY friends. But my boyfriend is also my super kaduper bestest friend [this is different from best friend]. Only I like making out with him --->[from seventeen]

My current obsession is their family friend. ~~Shit.~~ I feel like I'm giving myself away. Enough gushing. I just find it cute that he calls me up often to feed me chika about my crush. Hahaha.. Good Paddy. Sweet Paddy.

* * * * *

After answering (well, not really since all I did was type my name) a "What your name really means" Blogthing, I got pretty gosh darn accurate anwers. Here are my favorites:

You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people. Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.

♥ I don't have a lot of power over people, but I think I should. SOON. WORLD DOMINATION! (hey there, big dreamer) hahahahaha... shucks. Craaazy girl.

Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.

♥I don't get to do this a lot anymore. Probably because my friends tend to be MORE persuasive and I let them get away with it. I'm kind like that. :)) Haha.. But I do prey on poor unsuspecting store clerks, my family, and random strangers and acquaintances.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

♥My boyfriend will definetly agree to this one. He's usually the one who's at the receiving end of my power trips.

You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

♥Yeah. I do. It drives me crazy, paranoid and bitter. When I say every aspect, I mean, EVERY ASPECT. My favorite hobby is dreaming up really random, stupid and crazy situations that I might find myself in so I can hatch a fail-proof escape plan. And an escape plan for my escape plan. THREE SYLLABLES: NEU-RO-TIC.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

♥Pretty true. I have my life sorta mapped out and I'm sure to get pretty pissed at anyone who decides to meddle in my affairs. I may not seem like the type, but I have plans for a perfect future.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

♥I like meeting new people.And talking to new people. A lot.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

♥I do (try hard not to rock the boat)! Which is why I think I have a 0.000001% tendency to get mad at my friends. I hate being mad at anyone. Too stressful.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

♥Yeah. I need people to kick my lazy butt. I tend to give less effort on solo projects than I give on group ones. Sometimes.

* * * * * *

I really should be president of the world. That would make me so very happy. Last night, I was blabbing on the phone with Paddy telling him why I think I should rule the world:

Paige: I really think I should rule the world. Really. I mean, I'd love to have all that power.

Paddy: I guess that makes me the manipulating spouse.

Paige: Huh? No! I'm the manipulating one, remember?

Paddy: But when you rule the world... And I marry you.. [evil laugh]

*Images of Patrick as Imelda Marcos and Me as Ferdinand enter my head. EW. EW. EW.

Paige: Fine. I'll put the world domination thing on hold.

Paddy: [giggles] Okay.. So anyway, Papa made this good joke...

Just because.

2008-10-31T04:18:00.000-07:00

I've seen both sides of the coin.

And I've forgotten what it was like to lose someone that was your everything.

This is a selfish sentiment more than ever:
But I can't possibly imagine growing without Paddy.
I don't wanna break up with him.

EVER.

I've seen happy people break up.
It effing sucks.

[ Dear God:
Please let me be as stubborn as ever 200 million years from now and onto eternity.
(this is how long i plan to stick with Paddy).

Please don't let me lose the one I love like shake, shake fries.

Please remember that he loves me like seashells and goldfish.

I'm sorry I made him cry.
I'm sorry I don't seem to take care of him.

I promise to be better.

Please don't let us break up.

EVER. ]

ghoeti

2008-10-30T04:22:00.000-07:00

is pronounced fish. Can you believe it? I didn't know THAT. But Patrick's mother did. She was able to give the explaination too. But Paddy's Comm1 teacher wasn't. If she was my age, I'd hate her for not having anything wrong with her. Geesh. Flaws,please. She's super nice too. Invited me over for Christmas. Even suggested that I land in Dumaguete instead of Bacolod so I don't have to put up with the loooong bus ride.

I learned a lot from paddy's visit.

But too lazy to blog about all of it. Might post pics soon or whatev.

He also made me realize that "worth" and "price" may mean the same thing, but "priceless" and "worthless" don't.

Because he's sexy like that

2008-10-24T13:59:00.000-07:00

One boring night:

Paige: You'd die for me,right? What would you do if I got kidnapped by ninja pirates?

Paddy: I'd get my sovereign class starship with proton torpedos and phaser guns and also my jedi and lycan friends feat, bumblebee and mount a massive rescue operation to save you.

Paddy: Paddy hurt toe gna sa cave. Ouchie.

Paige: Hahahahahaha. you had the jedi thing going on, then you tell me you stubbed your toe. I end up saving you anyway!

Paddy: There was blood! Paddy do best to be bwave. I know you could take em on anyway. You just want me to feel needed. Awww... Jordi said space monkeys are good against ninja pirates btw.

**Soo yeah. Who doesn't love a guy with a massive rescue operation?

Paige: [insert something insignificant and weird]

Paddy: ..... [mumbles something]

Paige: What?

Paddy: I'm jealous of the bamboo.

Paige: What bamboo?

Paddy: The one in the picture.

Paige: What? Why?

Paddy: You don't do that to me. [sniffles] YOU LOVE THE BAMBOO MORE THAN ME!!!

Paige; Oh, shut up. You get more than that, you know.

Paddy: [sheepish grin] ah-huh. Yeaaah..

***Geesh. Men.

Hey You.

2008-10-23T06:44:00.000-07:00

YES. YOU.

CONTACTS/NETWORK ONLY FROM THIS POINT ON.

*****

Mundus vult decipi.
[ The world wants to be decieved. ]

This is a cherry. ['cuz it's my favorite!]

2008-10-22T18:44:00.000-07:00

"I like your idea, yes, I promise to be yours forever and ever on the condition that you are mine as long as I am yours...
Thanks too for making me promise to you that we would always resolve our quarrels before bed..I think that's one of the reasons why we've made it so far...manug one year na ta babe..I love you more today than i did a year ago" -Paddy F.

THAT'S why.

2008-10-22T14:45:00.000-07:00

Are you seriously asking me why the hell I have reservations? I mean, let's be honest here. At one point in time that was the best that has ever happened to me. Ever. At ONE point. If I go, that'll be another looking in scenario that I seriously have been wanting to avoid. It'll be like watching a snake peel off its skin. It looks too long, tedious, and horribly painful. Just like these past few years. I still love you though. As always. But still... I'd like to think I'm happier now. Let me. Please. You never really loved me anyway, did you?

you don't know what you're doing

2008-10-22T00:29:00.000-07:00

Three things right now:

1.) Somebody is lookin' fiiine. That's all I'm sayin'. (Baby, you can't blame a girl for lookin'.*sigh) STOP LOOKING SO "DAYUM-YOU'RE-CUTE-COME-HERE-YOU".

2.) Ubusan ng lahi raw. that's what that ignoramus, MILF person said. Tanga ka. i hate you so much. Tanga! You crazy, bloody, stupid, bastard. If it weren't for civillians in Mindanao, ho i'd loove to drop a nagasaki on you. YOU DESERVE TO ROT IN HELL. I'd rip open your gut and dump salt on it, i'd make sure you don't die while i have you tortured for a week. Maybe i'd fix you up and torture you some more. You little effer.

3.) my pc really loves to hang. ugh. i have bigger issues though. oh dear. i'm evading incoming doom by refusing to leave my sister's bedroom except to eat. Sloth, sloth, sloth. *siiiiiigh...

[okay, Paige. Breathe.]

Sheer

2008-10-20T13:39:00.000-07:00

wow. the only reason i haven't been online as much as I'd like is because my pc has a new hobby.

it likes to hang.

a lot.

paddy said it must be a virus. i scanned the entire thing and downloaded every antivirus possible.

nothing.

msconfig/startup/absurdly large number of applications?--->paddy's suggestion. nada

now it SEEMS to be working fine.

hmmmmmm..

the motions

2008-10-19T05:33:00.000-07:00

i'm super scared. really.
I don't have the guts to tell my dad. it's crazy.
i'm writing a letter, then praying.
wish me luck.

meanwhile...

Tralala
[born out of the first time we were apart.]

now can EVERYBODY see why it's so hard for me to really, really like somebody else??!?

******
few more days to go till our first birthday..

"Crush" :clarified

2008-10-19T03:59:00.000-07:00

I don't have a crush on ANYONE in my Comm3 class.

Gab and Carl are stupid jerks*.

But I forgave them anyway.

But I hate what they did.

This post will expire in one week.

Thank you.

*effin' mean people!

bling, baby, bling.

2008-10-04T20:44:00.000-07:00

Sem's almost over.

Need to pre-enlist but too goshdarn lazy.

I'm going to miss my classmates.
big time.

******

Paige: you see, i don't think i'm meant for love. I'd probably be

in my thirties, unmarried, drinking at a hotel bar, drowning in

misery while everyone's married and having kids.

Carl: Well, at least you're not at home, taking care of your cats.

Gab: See?!?

Paige: Well... *pauses... True.. True.

****

Book I just devoured: the other boleyn girl. [my birthday gift from sofia! Thanks sof! :)]

Watching: the vigin suicides videos. here's one.

Feeling: lethargic. more next time. :))

This is

2008-10-02T01:03:00.000-07:00

my new headshot. It's crazy.
it's from our ct11 photoshoot. thanks to rohwe for taking it.
and for the ct classmates who posted it.

******

I was debating which one to use. that or
this...

here, I am the sea princess in command. well? it's from our batangas trip.
i met the bestest ecows there.
they think they're cool.
we just happen to be the best losers on earth.
in my opinion.
I love you ECOWS.

*****

aaaaaaaaaand....
doesn't this look like fun?
credits: Joan D.
"IE club bulok"
Peace. :))
Ms. Perfect Diction.
Whoot.
[be her friend to see far less legal pictures.]

******

These are the people who wrap the place up
in tissue paper and
call it a party.

********

Batangas.....

.....is love.

******

love is Batangas.

*****

More next time.
I NEED TO CRAM.

heartburn.

2008-09-24T00:24:00.000-07:00

wheedle dee dooo:

Comm3 classmates: Good luck tommorrow. I don't want another breakdown. And btw, I'm hardworking, damnit.
pauline_gel.occenola@up.edu.ph [sooo university-ish email-ad, noh?]
I'm super kaduper hungry. I want pancit canton.
I will survive on pancit canton because I'm going to Batangas this weekend! Yay me!
Everything else.
I need to shop asap. [See above]

hmmmm....

2008-09-23T02:08:00.000-07:00

I have..

2008-09-19T02:38:00.000-07:00

Cirque du Freak 2. (Mwah Polo! Mwah!).

A new headshot.(And issues to go with it.)

Bigger fish to fry.

A curfew.

A craving for pancit canton.

Serious love for Stardust and Finding Neverland.

You're smart. Add them up.

warbles

2008-09-17T00:29:00.000-07:00

On my reading list:

True Love by Robert Fulghum

He’s a genius. Period. NOTE: IF YOU SEE A ROBERT FULGHUM BOOK BUY IT NO QUESTIONS ASKED. I swear that’s one of the best decisions you’ve ever made. Paddy was the one responsible for introducing me to his work. If his books fail to make you smile, I’ll buy you Krispy Kreme. I got my copy just this morning when I stopped by one of the second-hand bookstores by the AS walk. I shelled out 150 pesos. But sooo worth it. It’s a huge steal actually. He still has books there that cost lesser than 150. Which I plan to purchase soon.

Scorpio by Anthony Horowitz

I don’t know what took me too long to find him. Thank you Sofia. I now have this huge crush on Alex and it’s not going away for a while. This reminds me of Artemis Fowl. Which, by the way, is pure genius as well. Gosh. I love cool kids and crime.

****

Beedays:

It was Carl’s birthday this Tuesday and though we didn’t have a feast per se, I’m still crash dieting after the kajillion calories. He should be president of the world if only he weren’t so apahetic.

It’s Mara’s birthday tommorrow. Burger! Burger!

*****

Sweet life.

Paddy, I’m dead sure you’re familiar with the first song. And the second one, you should listen to. You're missed. Big time.

it's been crazy, love.♥

our love was comfortable and so broken in

Can't wait 'til next month.

Jellloomeee, Nikki, Popes, Mr. Michael Chua, Howie Severino, and Therese

2008-09-16T00:35:00.000-07:00

You've been TAGGED. Click here.

Making this quick.

2008-09-10T02:24:00.000-07:00

I have so much to do.

I'm nearing curfew.

Stupid quiz bee.

More next time.

Here's a little preview though.

[THANK YOU NIKKI!!!!!!!!♥]

Crazy grin

2008-09-04T01:05:00.000-07:00

Im unhappy/happy for these oh-so many reasons[you're smart.you do the classifying]:

I'm finally getting the chance to interview H.S. tommorrow! Yay me!!!!

~~I failed the effin' midterms.~~

I have a NatSci exam to study for. (Nikki, you're bound to get higher on this one.)

My to-do list is cleanin' itself up.

My style.com newsletter arrived and I now have their Spring 09 preview. woot! woot!

In the said preview, a filipina deigner was featured. Pinoy pride,baby. Read more...

I poked Pia.

Carl and Gab have huge mouths. Now, even my prof knows who I'm crushin' on.Fudge. Fudge. Fudge. (Yes baby, it's YOU.)

I have new post-its.

I'm on the fiber diet.

*****

Dear National Bookstore:

I'm sorry for snapping. I'm generally a nice person. I still think your books are cool.

Dear Nice-man-at-the-jeep/escalator/National Bookstore:

I think you're really nice. I was hoping to run into you again at the jeep but I didn't. Good thing I saw you again at Philcoa. Who are you? My gut tells me you're one of those cool people. We.Must. Meet.

go away

2008-09-03T00:57:00.000-07:00

Three things:

-> I don't like you now. You're such a favoritismer.

->To those who kept asking: "Who's Patrick?" (thanks to K.S. for the picture! Sorry Erwin, I cut you out.) Here.

-> I had banana nut and sesame seed flavored ice cream today.

****

I should totally go now. I'm off to look for people who matter. Or brush up on my to-do list. Whatever.

Waddupwitchoo?

2008-09-01T23:50:00.000-07:00

Dear angel,

Stop giving other people car rides. I don't care if they have to walk in the searing heat of the sun or the rain. I.DON'T.CARE. ~~I get insanely jealous because I have this huge crush on you and it's not going away for a long time.~~ Period.

P.S. Please talk to me. I know this is the lowest form of groveling but gosh, I'm desperate.

*****

People who know what I'm talking about... Shaddup.

*****

Gotta save my roomate now... More tommorow or whatever. If you want something to read, click here. I patronize a lot. I know. [~~Angel, I'm your fan-gurl. I patronize you too!~~]

Gabbermiester is a purple drank.

2008-09-01T02:30:00.000-07:00

Purple drank is a slang term for a recreational drug popular in the hip-hop community of the southern United States. Its main ingredient is prescription-strength cough syrup containing codeine and promethazine.^[1] Cough syrup is typically mixed with ingredients such as Sprite soft drink and pieces of Jolly Rancher candy, and is traditionally served in styrofoam cups. The purplish hue of purple drank comes from dyes in the cough syrup.

(From Wikipedia. Now stop asing me what a drank is. Woot.)

****

Dear Gab,

You make it so dang easy for me to annoy you. Even if you think I'm amazing, I still refuse with all of my heart to submit to your bidding. Even if Mr. Michael Tiu (the guy who does his homework in the car) agrees to do as you wish, he's only doing it because he's "responsible ,like that". Or whatever. I tried to convince him though. (I told him "don't listen to Gab"). Whatever Gabriel. You can't beat me. I'm not doing it,so there! You're not the boss of me, mister. And I didn't go to P.E. class even if you asked me to.

Defiantly un-yours,

Paige
***
I'm watching old Britney music videos instead of doing Comm3... I may not contribute anything to the Group discussion but I will sing Britney.

erm..

2008-08-31T22:27:00.000-07:00

I didn't attend P.E. (Sucks for you, Gab.)

Who is Gab? Gab the purple drank is bullying me. He is a bossy drank who likes to test emoticons on me. I also happen to "dazzle" him speechless. (Enough to make his emoticon blush.) He's also a loser. Waddup Gab!?? Huh? Huh?

The universe has deceived me. I felt like I was cheated. Click! Click!

I'm telling the truth. I'm lying as much as my sobriety Saturday night..

I hate cool people.

****

PROOF OF MY AMAZING-NESS

Gabriel Gamboa: i already found the most amazing girls in the world and being friends with them is perfectly fine
Paige: hhahah
Paige: do i happen to be perfactly amazing?
Paige: 8perfectly
Paige: *perfectly?
Paige: do i dazzle you???? (poker face)
Gabriel Gamboa: (blushing emoticon)
Gabriel Gamboa: speechless...
Paige: awww
Paige: you're the sweetest loser
Paige: loser drank that is
[BLEEP!]
Gabriel Gamboa: hahaha...Paige...its like this...i liked 3 girls in hs and they are all amazing...and nothing happened...but i they are really important to me and if i have learned something it is that there is no need to hurry
Paige: ooooooooooooooooooooooh
Paige: okay
Paige: but wait.
Paige: am i stil amazing?
Paige: hmm?
Gabriel Gamboa: yes Paige...you are amazing
Paige: good!
Paige: Now do i have your permission to put this in my blog so i have proof and everybody can see that?
Paige: (huge grin)
Gabriel Gamboa: okay... (sticks out tongue)

I miss me!!

2008-08-24T18:31:00.000-07:00

Recap baby... :)

I had the BEST birthday ever.. Started off with a surprise "party" in my bedroom courtesy of my vanderful roomates + Portia (Who happens to be the best actress in the whole wide universe .Period.).. The members of the TGIS... (Tropang Ganda Inggit Sila).. hahaha.. I was depressed for a bit, so I burst into my room crying then Portia forced me to get up and make my plates. I HAD to finish them ASAP anyway so I followed, then Portia entertained me by talking to herself/singing as I worked on my plates.. Then she asked if she could borrow a book. Then... Ta-dah!!! The room was dark but I had balloons EVERYWHERE. We had Cello's doughnuts (theee bestest doughnuts!) and pizza!!!! woot! wooot! Thanks everybody! [Note: I had to post this. My roomates want to be in my blog. Hahahahahahaha] The next day I had dinner with Grace, Rachel and Popo in Combi.. i am now the proud owner of a new pair of flip flops and candy colored underwear. :)) BTW.. Thank you Nikki for the book and Auds & Teija for taking the time off from their busy party lives to ring me up.. And EVERYBODY who wished me well that day. Thank you 100x! I have the most awesome friends in the world!

I jumped the bandwagon. And I loved it so much I get goosebumps and i burst into tears. I'm such a bandwagonner. It's my new deepest,darkest secret!

I love bargain hunting.. Woooot! I have new clothes! And I'm running outta hangers.

We are friends na.. Gosh. Hahahaha

Somebody forgot to greet me. Mean kid.

This just in: THEY"RE BACK TOGETHER! I OFFICIALLY BELIEVE IN TRUE LOVE.(thanks Porsh!)

There's just too much evidence of true love. It's everywhere. All boys should be like Ewan. Period. Everybody sing: MYYY GIIFT IS MY SOOONG!

****

Josephine Bracken and collapsing on the bathroom floor.

2008-08-22T01:00:00.000-07:00

Who hasn't collapsed on the bathroom floor? Not the prettiest nights of my life. This did not happen recently. But something tells me it'll be soon.

***

I always wanted to be a stepford wife. I wanted to marry a freemason. I wanted to be Josephine Bracken.

***

[Note to Self: Yours isn't the first heartbreak in the world.]

soup..star.

2008-08-21T23:18:00.000-07:00

My roomates and I came up with 17 Dares as Paige turns 17.. Here are three:

1. 500-one week (survive on only 500 for a week. I thought of this one. It's about Allan. More on him next time. )

2. Attend a rally. (I was supposed to attend the walk-out today but I just HAD to check my e-mail. See post below.)

3. Papicture/Autograph/ Card with "Bakwet" aka JC Santos. (I watched the play Hinabing Pakpak Ng Ating Mga Anak and he was one of the characters there. He played a displaced kid who now has to beg in the streets. I was supposed to have it done with a UP student who happens to be a celebrity but I don't know who so we agreed on him because he's a "celebrity" per se)

More here...

And I have BIG, BIG news.

HOWIE SEVERINO AGREED TO LET ME INTERVIEW HIM FOR MY COMM3 PROJECT(??)

More here...

Yes, you got that right. Now who said It wasn't possible? Aim and shoot for the moon, darlings.

Happy stuff.

2008-08-21T02:19:00.000-07:00

Nobody wants to talk about the MOA-AD, RH Bill and NGOs dedicated to serve here on multiply. This is the happy site. If you wanna know what the heck I'm talking about.. Get warped. That's all.

Expect

2008-08-18T22:40:00.000-07:00

To be referred to this blog-o more often. It's for safekeeping. Sometimes.

Get warped.

Pinoy Gossip Girl?

2008-08-18T21:29:00.000-07:00

My mouth is wide open. I leave you to comment. Peace.
*******************

*******************
Well?

like,no way.

2008-08-12T02:46:00.000-07:00

I ahbsolutely hate it when smart people, are,like,so well.. Smart. And deep-ish. No, seriously. It drives me crazy. I guess I'm just bitter. It gets on my nerves. I'm not part of any literary circle and whatnot. I wanna join the UP Underground org thing because I'm hpoing it'll boost my coolness quotient up a bit. Sorry. But my definition of cool may be a tad bit different from normal, run-of-the-mill teenage girls. Clothes, Saturday nights you'd rather forget, and really cute uni guys.. That's normal. Literary circle people. Debate clubbers (yeah, Pearl and Aiz). Serious bloggers. And people who know another meaning for the acronym MOA aside from Mall of Asia (Im talkin' to you Dominique. :) ) Now that's cool. I. Wanna. Be. Cool. I'll fake it till then. :P UP Underground, here I come. :)

I broked it. Comm3 classmates. And this chick in yellow beside me.

2008-08-12T01:28:00.000-07:00

This is not denial. :D

Mara, Carl (though you proobably won't read THIS, because you are soo antisocial. ahahahaha), Terry, Gab:

(and Portia because she needs convincing)...

I so don't have a crush on him. Period. Oh fudge. Gab doesn't know what I'm talking about. Niiiiiice. :) Gimme your ym ID's people. Let's talk. (not you Mara, i already have it.. :) )

****
And to distract you from what I just said.... A survey. And I tag the above. And you too. If you're a comm3 classmate. Cheers. :)

1) How old do you look?
Eight years old. A very distressed eight-year old.
2) Where is the person who has your heart at this moment?
Uh.. Sitting in front of the computer at the main lib sniffling away.
3) Are you waiting for something?
Aren't we all?
4) What were you doing at ten last night?
Lying in my messy bed crying my sappy little heart out. Fix me damnit.
5) Did you sleep in your own bed last night?
No. I slept in my sexy new lover's bed with the icy blue sheets that smelled like menthol cigarettes.
6) Can you handle the truth?
Baby, you don't know half of what I can do with it.
7) Did you cry today?
No. I wailed.
8) Do you hate the last person you had a conversation with?
(Pohsha) Yes. Because she doean't have an ingrown toenail and mine hurts like hell.
10) In love?
Lust.
11)One thing you learned today?
That Carl is pointless.
12) What was the last thing you drank?
Milo.. Sweet, ice cold Milo.
13) Last person you hugged?
I forget. I hug a lot. I hug to a fault. Aiz, maybe?
14) Who do you most look like in your family?
I could say my sister. But that would be boring. So i'd say My supermodel aunt who's been in and out of rehab. (if i had one.)
15) Did you have a dream last night?
Yes. And in that dream.. I played Tekken. (I am the TEKKEN PRINCESS. Bow to me.)
16) Whats a memory you would relive over and over?
Senior After Prom. And the wee hours of the morning after grad ball. Picture book worthy moments.
17) If you could have something right now, what would it be?
A root canal.

Enough!

2008-08-08T00:16:00.000-07:00

Stop it! Stop making me blush and grin like crazy fool. Sorry Mr. Headless man.. Even your angel wings aren't enough to faze me! (i hope so.)

they get to me sometimes.

2008-08-07T23:47:00.000-07:00

Kule
I got my copy of the Kule today. And guess what it had in front? A not-so-nice charicature of our UP president.. Wow. Surprise,surprise. It amazes me how over here, we get to get away with pretty much a lot. And I'm saying A LOT. I love UP.

Mr. Pisay Scandals
Just recently, a certain batchmate of mine got into a lot of hooplah for expressing his unhappiness in a blog. The blog WAS kinda vulgar. But come on! IT'S A FRICKIN' BLOG! Gawd. HOW NARROW-MINDED ARE YOU FREAKS????? The president of the Philippines gets bashed a lot in newspapers. I don't see the writers shelling out public apologies in flag ceremonies.. Losers.. How very Marcos administration of you. I guess it's their own little way of kidnap and torture. Pathetic. Mr. Pisay Scandals was pretty stupid too. Stupid for thinking he was free to exercise his right to vent in his own blog. Very stupid. I guess we aren't so free after all. A few years ago a couple of PSHS-WVC students were in a scandal. I didn't hear public apologies. Oh yeah. It was their reputation anyway. What do you care? Huh?

****

Will I get in trouble for this post? Should I delete this multiply? Should I go into hiding? I'm not happy. How much trouble am I in for THAT? F*CK YOU.

My heart skips a beat..

2008-07-31T01:14:00.000-07:00

Whenever i see you name. It's everywhere. You're everywhere. This has to stop.

supahfly.. and supahboy.

2008-07-31T00:59:00.000-07:00

I love AGYNESS DEYN.

Is she not the most supahfly girl you've ever laid you eyes on?

Even with black locks she's still pretty hot.

See?

Aaaaaagh. Hug ME Agyness!

Girl crush much?

*****

Speaking of crushes... Will all the good-looking dudes do me a favor please?

Stop looking too damn cute.

It breaks my heart.

Please?

GRACE.

2008-07-30T01:48:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday.. I is labyu.

Found him!

2008-07-30T01:39:00.000-07:00

ICANTHAVEYOUANYWAYSOIGUESSIMBETTEROFFWITHHIM
it's the same damn thing anyway.

******
So this is my one true love. I've been crushing on Kevjumba for like, forever. What is it with me and falling for funny guys? Yeah. I AM WHIPPED. But there's nothing I could really do about it. He's as good as some random dude on a youtube video. High school should've taught me this. Presenting, my anti-drug... :)

******

I AM STALKING KEVIN. PERIOD.
(dayum. you're too sexy. And he's a college freshie too!
Are we meant to be or what? )

Found him!

2008-07-30T01:29:00.000-07:00

So this is my one true love. I've been crushing on Kevjumba for like, forever. What is it with me and falling for funny guys? Yeah. I AM WHIPPED. But there's nothing I could really do about it. He's as good as some random dude on a youtube video. High school should've taught me this. Presenting, my anti-drug... :)

Whipped. Big time.

2008-07-30T01:15:00.000-07:00

When the heat goes up

I'm afraid. Seriously afraid. These.. Things. Memorizing numbers and letters.. Numbers and letters that mean one person.This is going stale. And pointless. I feel more confused than ever. I know it's wrong. Really wrong. But, fact is, I can't help it. You don't stop these things. And even if i did, it won't feel right. It never really did.. I tried.. but it's like a stupid freefall.. Everything just keeps going faster. i want it to stop. Right now. Before I reach that dead end. We know how that story goes, ladies and gentlemen. It's not going to be pretty.

*****
Are you free?
I stared. I can't help it. I'm sorry.
Don't mind me.

*****
I hate this. I should be happy. I found a cool new blogger. Mark'll be here. And tommorrow seems all bright and shiny. But fuck. I need medication. Fast. It's all downhill from here. Show me some love.

*****

~~Who let you go?~~

Shwapples.

2008-07-27T23:33:00.000-07:00

One person.
Nine months.
Cool eh?

Patrick David V. Fortunato.

I never really loved you anyway...

2008-07-27T19:15:00.000-07:00

College crushes:
I am heartbroken. I will not chill. (shut up mara! hahaha). Therefore, you can walk on the beach with her and boy, will i not care. hahaha... I will now focus on my akads because i am GC... (i hope). I won't be seeing you.

Math 11 exam:
I cut my class so I didn't find out what my score was. Call me chicken but i was sitting in that chair with the nice pistachio after taste from my ice cream on my tongue and a horrble migraine. So i got up and left. Went to katips with Pohsha and scored a cool new purple skirt..

Skin diving:
My sched dictates that as of this moment, (Monday, 2:07p.m.),I should be in the CHK pool struggling and fighting for my like as I paddle atound helplessly while my prof screams at me not to hold on tho the edge of the pool and to be in a horizontal position. But thanks to the State Of The Nation Address, the class was cancelled and i am now wasting my last moolah in an internet cafe in my swimsuit. Next sem im taking up tennis because it's cool.

the nasty.

2008-07-17T23:56:00.000-07:00

Everything will be okay in the end.

if it's not okay

it's not the end.

Look at what browsing around the internet can do to you. We have our first Math 11 departmental exam tomorrow. It's driving me nuts. Wish me luck world. It's going to be one helluva test. [Note to self: when you can cancel everything, it's not equal to zero. ]

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Goodness. No wonder they were shocked. Sorry. I don't do blog posts on movie reviews, children's charities and etcetera. Maybe I should. Maybe I would. Or won't. I'm an incredibly selfish person. I love myself to a fault. And that's not necessarily a bad thing. Right? Shut up Paige. You promised to be sane.

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This blogger makes sense. Whatever sense is..

"But when you get right down to it, are a strong economy, a law-abiding citizenry, and a bright and glowing future all it takes to make a country? Are these ideals worth fighting for, even worth dying for? Are these even ideals at all? To be sure, these are good things to which we must strive, but if that is all there is, then there's no fight that's needed. One only needs to line up for a ticket and a visa for greener pastures -- patriots need not apply. That largely has been our country's default solution of late: run, run away."

Source:villageidiotsavant.blogspot.com

*****

Goodness. Okay. Fine. Compared to him I feel like some sort of freak. I blog about Angelina Jolie and handbags. On special days, shoes. That's just great.. Oh well. Thank you bryanboy. Thank you Perez. You make me happy.

*****

Another boycott today. Geesh. People walk out a lot in this place, don't they? More next time.

overdoing it.

2008-07-17T00:13:00.000-07:00

We are currently on a hottie hiatus but gosh, they're all too gosh darn cute to avoid.
To my future ex-guy-friends...
Don't be surprised if i'm a bit cold. You're all too funny. that's sexy. You are my kevjumbas..
I heart you my funny,blogger man!
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I should stop now. ~~Before i start googling my aydol.~~
Who i will not name in case she reads my blog (AGAIN) and that should result to me breaking down..

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY THEATER ARTS ROOMIE!

*you don't read my blog, which is good 'cuz if you
saw what i just posted i owe you 25.
which is nooot good. :D

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And last, but certainly not the least...

HAAAAAAAAAAAPPPY BUUURTHDAAAYY MOTHER!

I miss you betch. You get your sexy back down here. Or else imma have to kidnap you from the clutches of the katipunan people. you don't want me to do that. Swear. Haha.. Stay fierce. I luurve you. Mwah!Mwah! [huuge grin]

THEY'RE HERE!!!!!!!

2008-07-13T16:28:00.000-07:00

Vivienne Marcheline Jolie-Pitt and Knox Leon Jolie-Pitt are here!!

"NICE, France (AFP) - - Hollywoood star Angelina Jolie has given birth to healthy twins, a boy and a girl, at a maternity clinic on the French Riviera, the hospital said on Sunday.

Partner and fellow A-lister Brad Pitt, 44, was by her side for the births, by caesarean operation, of Knox Leon and Vivienne Marcheline at a clinic in Nice, reports said.

Gynaecologist Michel Sussmann told the press that Jolie and the babies were doing fine shortly after the births on Saturday evening.

"The babies are doing well. The operation went just perfectly," Sussmann told PEOPLE. "Angelina is in very good spirits. Brad Pitt was at her side. He was there and all was well."

A source close to the clinic had said earlier that the babies were not due until mid-August.

Knox Leon was reported to weigh 2.27 kilogrammes (five pounds) and Vivienne Marcheline 2.28 kilogrammes (5.02 pounds).

The babies' first photograph was sold to a US paper for 11 million dollars (6.9 million euros), the regional Nice-Matin newspaper said, adding that the money would be given to a humanitarian cause.

The twins brought 33-year-old Jolie's brood with partner Brad Pitt to six.

Pitt was seen entering Nice's Santa Maria clinic, part of the Lenval hospital on the seafront Promenade des Anglais, on July 2 with at least two of their children.

Jolie and Pitt have been the subject of celebrity gossip fascination since they met on the set of their 2005 film "Mr and Mrs Smith."

Dubbed "Brangelina," they have adopted three children: Maddox, six, born in Cambodia; four-year-old Pax, born in Vietnam; and Zahara, three, born in Ethiopia.

They also had a biological child, Shiloh, born in Namibia, in May 2006.

The pair, who frequently top magazine lists of the world's most beautiful people or couple, set up home in May in a chateau they rented from an American acquaintaince in France's Provence region.

Pitt was previously married to "Friends" star Jennifer Aniston, while Jolie has been married twice before."

Move over MK and Ash.. *squeal*

She fills up every corner like she's born in black and white.

2008-07-13T16:09:00.000-07:00

I'm looking up stuff to put here, currently uploading a playlist. I'm bored.

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I have my happy song to cheer me up. Suddenly I See by KT Tunstall is my happy song.. Suddenly I see, this is what I wanna be.

Her face is a map of the world
Is a map of the world
You can see she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
And everything around her is a silver pool of light
The people who surround her feel the benefit of it
It makes you calm
She holds you captivated in her palm

Suddenly I see
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see
Why the hell it means so much to me

I feel like walking the world
Like walking the world
You can hear she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
She fills up every corner like she's born in black and white
Makes you feel warmer when you're trying to remember
What you heard
She likes to leave you hanging on her word

And she's taller than most
And she's looking at me
I can see her eyes looking from a page in a magazine
Oh she makes me feel like I could be a tower
A big strong tower
She got the power to be

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I looked up D&G handbags because Lindsay said something about them in a magazine. And I fell in love with this. The Miss Edge. FUR PRINT! Innovative.

Thank you STYLE.com.. I you haven't signed up yet... DO IT NOW! They allow you to create look books.Which are fun. :) And they recently put up fall's hottest runway accessories. From Paris, Milan, and New York. CT people what are ya waiting for??

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I love you Ryan Gosling. I love you Maroon 5. Period.

Misoneism

2008-07-11T01:52:00.001-07:00

I don't generally hate change. I just hate this one. More later.